currently at library alone... enjoying the quiet environment and the time with myself...
another thought, shouldn't i celebrate with friends (like a university student do...my other course-mate planning to trip or party...)?
but my gang's behavior are kind of normal...no feeling...like just a normal day...
hmm... the law of attraction... i'm not the kind the person that love parties (seeing myself in library alone already stated clearly le lo), therefore my friends all behave in the way that a bit 'cool'...
but in other way, i can't find someone to discuss with me in certain things like why human behave like this, i mean, out of the textbook, about the environment and people around us...
hmm... maybe i can be more out-going? to meet other people rather than staying within my gang?
my application for semester break internship has been approved....only the 1st stage... tomorrow have a interview at Bangsar Village 2 at the workshop...Children's Technology Workshop...
hope can get it...
lately~quit relax...coz only take 2 subjects in this short sem...
lately~start to listen to others music...really need to learn back my guitar le leh~
lately~figured a fact: me and he will not to be together...
waiting for signed up experiment session... still need to wait 2 hours...(every semester need to sign up for 3 hours experiment...or else... =.=)
"diving" in the internet...
headache-ing... this is caused by yesterday meeting with "qing nian tuan"... saw many "things" but cannot interfere.(but i've to interfere in terms of dealing with things not the head people... non of my business though )
tomorrow is the activity... hope everything will come out well...
still in progress doing my "homework"... but the progress kind of slow~ just need to find out my way i think...
received some unwanted "rubbish" unconsciously... this make me fell down and unhappy... i think i can learn how to "disconnect" the channel...
already used to myself and felt comfortable when accompany by 'me'~hoho
having a thought to start a relationship lately... but it seems haven't reach the time yet... is myself haven't prepare i guess (or i haven't found the right guy? haha~)...wait lo...^^
dance from the 1st song till the last song~ couldn't control !!
it a bit strange since i'm the only one who moving my body with the tempo compare with my neighbor seat ... but never mind, i had a great great time~~^^
and i can't stop smiling lo~dunno why
Khalil Fong is so cute when he revel into the music! my emotion kind of affected by his music...
play Yiruma's songs, open fb see his status, arrange my emotion by writing it down, some tears come out (tears of "finally figure it out"...happy and "silly me" tears i guess)... let it go...
start to play my guitar... (my finger all became rusty...=.=)
help my mum in the preparation of wesak day... (yesterday came back home at around 2am...today? dunno la~maybe 5am? 'cause start at 5pm, then 12 hours is 5 am lo...hope my "dead face" won't come out...)
another homework for myself : have to differentiate some feelings on friends... 'cause i'm confused with certain things... although it already been clarified last time... just dunno why, it come back again... my 'heart' start to out of my control... need to pull it back
have to face and accept something... and deal with it... let it go at the end...
now trying not to escape... but why i'm feeling hard to breath now? some emotion being suppressed?
after one week of struggling, finally i made my decision...
now felt there's more time for myself...^^
(wish another friend across his own barrier soon...)
as the tittle, i'm on my own track now (wish i did not escape like last time...pray to Buddha _/\_)
last Saturday and Sunday went to Bodhi as volunteer...
these two days felt very happy lo...hoho (just didn't make any new friends...=p)
another thing, I became emotional when i heard the song 《法侣》... i heard it for many times but is the first time i have tears in my eyes~(because i found my intimate friends in the Dharma path...) felt so grateful~
this Friday will go to Brickfield for the Wesak Day celebration...hope can see "long time no see" friend la... (yes, is you...yongxiang~)
realized... people will finish certain path alone...
others can't complete it for you....there's some experience that you need to experience it by yourself..
it might feel lonely, but hey, this is how things work...
but i'm cool with that... just need to cope with the 'loneliness' feeling...
not saying that friends are useless... just we can't always have people by our side... so we need to be comfortable even we are alone... that will make things easier to accept... don't you think?
love ourselves first before love someone else... (hmm...it's kind of irrelevant with the content...well, it's pop into my mind...so, that's all)
class finished at 16:00, reached LRT station at 16:40, reached Bukit Jalil LRT at 17:00, the bus came at 17:20, reached home at 18:00.....@_@
tired...
today is my 1st class of principle of sociology...it's not bad, but its differ from what i learnt during foundation in UTAR... hmm... it seems quite hard...however, i think i'm able to do this subject... just cannot guarantee to get an A...
feeling tired although had enough sleep...
according to "dewa", i'll feel tired lately due to the progress of my "homework"... (it's hard to explain... n i'm lazy to translate it into English... lol)
but after the "homework" period, i'll be normal again and changed...
《Passing by》the 《river flows in you》...《Dreams》there's 《moonlight》when《two of us》together.....《Do you...》《love me》? However, 《one day I will, leave behind》all my feelings...Just....《If I could see you again》
