can I?

I just don't want to cry alone in the middle of night again...
my pandora's box has opened... forcefully by my mother...

at the end, she can't handle it, and she just let me deal with my emotion alone...

i cried and scream silently in my room... until i feel there's no more tears for me to cry

these 2 days i feel emptiness and lost... i live just like a doll, a robot...

i covered the box temporary, for me able to carry out daily activities

but i know i can be brave to face what is inside the box...
when i can face and deal with it, i'm closer to the day that i can smile from the bottom of my heart

that day will come, soon...